An article from the Crag and Canyon
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Decisions. What can be said about decisions?
Newton's third law of motion states that to every action there is an equal and opposite reaction. We've all heard it. We've all studied it. And we've all had it pounded into our minds with such fervour from those who believe physics can be adapted to every situation that it makes us want to vomit. Like physics, each decision has an impact on the trajectory of our lives -a reaction. Every time we choose to do something, consciously or not, it forever changes the course and direction of our destinies.
What to eat? Where to go? Who to talk to? What to do? Are some of the decisions we make daily without thought or regard. We enter into a routine of glancing at options and making a choice. It's such a simple process with the reactions of most decisions being indeterminate. The inevitability of decisions are a fact of life and can be both a blessing and a curse. Every so often we are presented with a big decision, and while some decisions are easy; others are very much to the contrary.
The famous Robert Frost poem "A Road Not Taken" describes a man who comes to a fork in the road and has to choose which path to take.
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
Recently, I have felt like this man. Stuck at a fork in the road peering down each path in vain; trying to decide which direction to take. Completely lost and torn, my mind changed with each passing minute. 5 months ago I wanted nothing more than to pursue a career as a full-time athlete. I believed my path was set and I was happy about it. Then, it all changed and I was left with a choice.
My ducks lined up in a row, all bases covered, a couple hundred pros and cons lists both on paper and in my mind; I thought about my options. I put each possible outcome and weighed it in terms of value and importance, reflected on what I want to do, who I want to be, where I want to go and what to do now?
Do I stick to the familiar path, the one I have always travelled? Or do I make a change and take the "one less travelled by?"
After 5 months of countless sleepless nights, stress, much pondering and reflection I have come to the decision that I will not be returning to the National Ski Team this year, rather I have accepted a scholarship to Montana State University starting in the fall. It's the best possible option for me at this point in my life as I will still be pursuing my ski racing career while finishing out my rehab and starting school.
Taking a different path is never easy, and this has been the hardest decision of my life, but things always have this funny way of working out. I believe that school is a totally viable option for ski racers and I'm going to school with the goal of someday returning to the National team once I am recovered, fit, strong and healthy. It's the best of all worlds, I still get to ski and I'm getting an education.
With that, I am excited for this new path in life and thankful to everyone who has helped me along the way.
On to the next adventure, and the next decision:
To blog, or not to blog? That is the question.
Kelly